Monday, February 04, 2008

Whats Happening?

Im alternating between hope and despair, anger and calmness, revengefulness and a cold aloofness, being upbeat and being depressed for no reason.

I hate feeling weak. Even more than that, I hate sympathy. I just want to go away from it all. I never asked for any of this in the first place. I feel really badly trapped. Theres no enjoyment to anything.

One way or another, I'll make it out on my own. I'll figure it out. The pain has to have an ending in happiness.

I just need a break. Somehow.